after work tonight, i went downtown to pilates. it was really great- it was hard, as usual, but all the stretching is really good for me and i feel much more limber afterward. it’s difficult to leave work exactly at 5:30 on wednesdays to go, but it’s totally worth it.

 so the gmat book is still unopened. i guess we’re on day 7 or 8 now. i’m just so unmotivated by the idea of going to b school (and all the prep work for it), i am not convinced it’s what i want in my life right now- or in the next few years. the problem is i can’t easily identify what it is that i do want to do, so it makes sense to those around me that b school would be a great place to find direction. i’m simply not convinced i’m ready to go back to school. i honestly have never really enjoyed schoolwork, so i can’t imagine myself enjoying b school. comaraderie, friendships, social hour=yes, schoolwork=blechhh.  so i need to really dig in and take this seriously if i’m gonna do it, and i need to put my foot down if i’m not.

the unopened box is making me feel guilty. see! not in school and already i have schoolwork related guilt. i can’t take it.

 tv hasn’t gotten better since the strike stopped, i guess that’s to be expected, and the dvr timing seems to be on the fritz. it taped “LA Ink” last night, but it wasn’t LA Ink at all! it was some other random house-related show. how boring. we all know i’m looking for some good TV right now (what with that GMAT book beckoning) and the dvr is no help at all. major bummer.

today’s sites: perezhilton.com, tmz.com, cnn.com, nytimes.com, eater.com. i also went to dlisted.com from home. busy day at work and after!